where else can I reflect on
what is alive in me
where else can I be surprised
by what reveals itself
and marvel
and cringe
where else am I allowed to make assumptions and get it wrong
uncovering different perspectives
if not here
where else can I find
inspiration and understanding
when creating meaning
where else can I show up
and share my appreciation
and admiration
where else can I
express myself unattached to outcome
where else can my fierceness
and tenderness share the same space
where else can my Yes and my No
live alongside each other
where else can I expose my struggles
can my hurt cry out
without burdening you
where else can my tears
flow freely
without blotching the paper
where else can my laughter
and joy echo loudly
without making a sound
where else can I enter
the ugly and dark corners of my self
torch in hand and at my own pace
where else can I discover my resistance
and soften gradually
where else can I uncover
my reluctance to accept what is
and relax into surrender
where else can I listen to what I need to hear
and learn to embrace all of me and welcome all of you
if not here – where else
