regret

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my pen could not have spelt more words

inspired by you

my voice not have been

more vulnerable and honest

I could not have missed you more

yearning for your joyous being,

longing for your kisses and laughter,

and your hands gently resting on me

if I knew we would come to an end

I could not have done any better

parting with beautiful memories

and no regrets

I wish I had been more curious

about what hides in your darker corners

while not avoiding mine

I wish I had been less scared

of asking questions

less afraid to address

what in the end pushed us away

I wish I had been able to hold your shadow tenderly

and soften mine in your presence